Here now, gone then, but now. My vigour covers my eyes like a veil and suffocates me like thick smoke. Yet, I walk firmly; my eyes covered still, with a wide smile on my face; till I stumble and fall. I was blinded all along. How did I not realise this? I contemplate. I repent. There is no repentance without forsaking, so I shed off old skin. Only now do I see I am truly alive; what a glorious occasion! By Emmanuel Johnson